" Love begins with a smile, grows with an embrace & Ends with teardrop"

I struggle hard to forget the thing that had been bothering me all this time..
The yearning for something that would never be achieved in the short term..
I found myself pushing a heavy boulder uphill..
It was difficult to let go of something when ur heart doesn't really want to..


During this period, I receive my revelations..
I started to see the reason why the feelings keep on attached to me..
Being a teenager or to be more precise..
Everyday, we're exposed to the lifestyles & things that are not ours in the 1st place..
Yet, we are told that it is BAD & we are NOT to follow it~!



People fell in LOVE!
In the 1st year, it was beautiful~!
The feeling was unexplained..
It was like high on drugs..
2nd year, it transformed into feeling of attachment..:)
The passion that was felt before lessen!
It turns into something more responsibility..
Responsibility to finish what had been started..
& during this phase, some relationships may broke..~!






True enough!
the cycles goes on and on and on..~
Met new person, fell and the same thing happens..
Where's the end of it??? errr


Asking.. asking and asking again...
Why we want to LOVE and be LOVED??
Why we sad when some1 important in our life, leave us alone when we needed them the most??
Why do we cry when some1 which meant so much left us??
Why do we want the feeling that we felt, the people around us & the life that we had to last 4ever??


BECAUSE..........
We are NOT CREATED to live in this world..!!
we are created to long for something eternal..
Something that will last 4ever!
BUT, we cannot find it here..
The place that we will finally feel the content is THERE!
Don't blame them for leaving u..
Dont blame them for not caring about u anymore..
BLAME urself!
You are the 1 who put ur dependence on people!
U let people define how u feel..!
That's why u bear the consequences..


If u have friend..
Dont expect them to fill ur emptiness..
If u get married..
Dont expect ur spouse will fulfill all ur needs..


If u ever fell in LOVE..
Dont act beyond HIS limits..b'coz u know that HE is the one who bestows the feeling..
& HE can take it anytime..


*** If u think that u have a nice look & a pretty face, know that it came from HIM..!




If u feel sad b'coz of some1 left u..
Know that HE sends people in ur life to hurt u..
So that u will grow..
To teach u that u may know or spend time with u 4 the rest of ur life..




***EVERYTHING FLOWS FROM HIM & GOES BACK TO HIM***